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so, i have been wishing for more time with my family. more time to be free. i envy the people with normal jobs.

i have this day-by-day calendar that matt bought for me. i asked for a self-help or inspirational calendar this year. it has been really good to me. it's the seven habits of highly effective people. mostly, it talks about how to be proactive and not reactive. i have been thinking about this a lot. there is a lot of nurture and nature that needs to be changed in me. i have a lot to work on.

i have been logging some thoughts in a notebook. i am learning to open my eyes to things that i didn't see before. there are signs all around me.

one day, the calendar said to look at people as potential. i liked that a lot.