|28 days|

i am having my lunch break at the library, right now. pork shoulder sandwich. it smells like matt. i mean, it reminds me of him. because he smoked the pork shoulder over the weekend. i miss him.

when he is out of town, like now, i really appreciate how much he does around the house, and with madeline. these days, he pretty much takes care of everything since i'm always hiding out and studying.

madeline:
-wants to wear a dress every single day
-loves the color blue
-loves school buses (way more than regular buses)
-loves apples
-loves sue, but not sarah
-loves her new "baby sloop" (bathing suit)
-loves to play tea party

i would really like to pass this test and be done with the anxiety, already.