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one more thought. i really envy people who have free time. i mean, really. people who have hobbies. people who have identities. people who have time to read or enjoy music for leisure. people who have leisure.

i want to give matt time, but i cannot. he is essential to the functioning of our household. he does daycare pickup and drop off. he is home evenings with madeline and puts her to bed if i am not there. he is consistent.

i wanted to sign him up for fencing or kung fu to give him free time (and health). but he is as trapped by my schedule as i am. how do we achieve better balance -more time?